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[sentinel_nameless]

 Noelle,

 

When I was dismissed from the Takeda Shingen, I told you that I did not know where I was going. You asked what I wanted with my life. You asked several times later. You never accepted any answer I gave. You never will accept the answers I cannot give to such an abstract question. If I tell you again, you will want a different answer. 

 

Here is the truth. I have never thought of what I wanted. “When others ask, I give.” That is how I have been raised. It is the only world view I know.

 

Right now, this ship is my Whole, and I want that Whole to be safe. 

 

I am now one less question in your debt. Uzaveh damn it, I cannot imagine how much debt I'd be in if I had been snatched from your little hands later instead of sooner.